Friends in Holy Covenant,
This morning I’ve been going through the books on the shelves in my study, separating the ones I will box and move from the ones I will box and take to the thrift store. It’s an extremely difficult process for me, and I remember the suggestion I read in an article a few years ago that perhaps the only reassuring way for a book-lover to part with a book is to eat it.
As painful as the process is, though, I’m grateful for the time it takes and for the memories that are called up as I go from title to title. Since I came to Holy Covenant five years ago, I’ve filled a several more shelves with new books, and among the titles I find folded minutes from Holy Covenant meetings, old service bulletins and to-do lists, notes and cards that I’ve received from parishioners over the years. Under one stack of books I found an “ingenious” filing system that I devised a few years ago only to immediately lose it under the pile, forgotten until now. Under another stack, a picture that a child drew for me in Sunday School last year. And I’m knocked over by a wave of gratitude and simultaneous sadness and joy.
Friends, in the relentless pace and the necessary tasks of this transition time (for both me and for this congregation), I want you to know how profoundly thankful I am that our lives and ministries have shared a path this past half-decade. I am grateful for the feelings of love and support and kindness and laughter we’ve experienced. I’m even grateful for the times and feelings of frustration and conflict and disappointment. There have been all these things in our life together, if we’re honest – this is the nature of human life — and in the midst of it all, God has been with us.
In the various celebrations and services over the next four weeks, we’ll have the opportunity to remember and lift up these things in a public way. But please also feel free to find me before or after worship to talk and share for a little while; or email me at pastortrey@holycovenantumc.org. I’ll look forward to unshelving the memories, giving thanks for the present, and together tracing God’s grace through it all and into the future.
With abiding gratitude,
Pastor Trey Hall